Title: Just a Summer Romance (1/6/05)
Author: Slaymesoftly
Rating: NC17 (at some point)
Season: Between Season IV and V,
but totally non-canon as it moves into Season V
Disclaimer: Just playing with
characters that belong to Joss, ME, etc.
Summary/notes: A sequel to my (Are We Friends?)
Challenge 31 fic for the Bloodshedverse - Buffy and Spike deal with the
consequences of their night together.
Chapter One
Buffy awoke
gradually as light from outside filtered into the crypt, chasing away the gloom
and forcing her out of her peaceful sleep. She started to stretch, and found that she was sore in
several places. She was also
somewhat pinned down by a muscular arm across her waist.
Memories
of the previous night came flooding back as she noticed the black-painted nails
on the hand at the end of the arm.
Her heart raced and her breathing became faster as what sheÕd done and
with whom sheÕd done it became perfectly clear.
(Oh my god! I had sex with Spike!
Spike Ð sex Ð words that should never be used together. I had sex with him. That is just...okay, want to say
disgusting, but it wasnÕt. It was...unusual. Yeah, thatÕs a good word. Much better than mind-blowing,
wonderful, want-to-do-it-again sex.
It was unusual sex.)
Beside
her, the increase in her breathing and heart rate woke Spike from his normal,
heavy, early-morning sleep. He
remained still, judging from her bodyÕs responses that she wasnÕt necessarily
happy about finding herself in his bed, but unwilling to give up the physical
contact until he had to.
Unfortunately
for his attempt to remain inert, one body part woke up immediately when it
noticed BuffyÕs warm rear end tucked up next to it. As soon as it poked its way between her thighs, she gasped
and sat straight up. Spike opened
his eyes unwillingly and saw what heÕd been afraid he would see Ð Buffy staring
back and forth from her own naked body to his and clearly getting close to
hyperventilating.
(Guess
a morning shag is out of the question, then.)
When
she grabbed the quilt and yanked it up to cover her chest, she accidentally
pulled it off him, leaving his lean body and eager cock completely
exposed. She moaned and tried to
pull the bottom of the quilt back over his lower body without exposing more of
hers. Deciding heÕd have a better
chance of calming her down if she wasnÕt so worried about what they weren't
wearing, he took the edge of the quilt and carefully spread it out across both
of them. The way Buffy was
clutching it to her chest made it impossible for him to cover his chiseled
chest and muscular shoulders, but he did the best he could.
He
rolled away from her onto his back and crossed his arms under his head as he
waited to find out if he was going to be adding his dust to that already on the
floor of the crypt. He tried very
hard to keep his expression bland and respectful, knowing one sign of cockiness
or smirking on his part and the previous nightÕs beating would seem like a
massage.
(Was
hopinÕ sheÕd wake up happy to be here, but I guess that was too much to wish
for. Bloody William tryinÕ to make
last night more than it was. We
had a good shag, and if I donÕt bollix it up too badly, we might be able to
come out of this still friends.)
He carefully suppressed the demon that was insisting
he had no desire to be friends with the woman heÕd tried to claim.
Buffy ran her eyes up from his chest to his face,
pausing to wince at the tooth marks she had clearly left near his neck. When she got to his face she suddenly
chickened out and looked down at the quilt, her face flaming.
With
a resigned sigh, Spike rolled off the bed and pulled his pants on, keeping his
back to her as he did so. When he
had them zipped up, he collected her clothes from the floor and silently handed
them to her before going over to his ÒkitchenÓ and opening the refrigerator.
As
soon as she realized he was giving her some privacy in which to get dressed,
Buffy jumped off the bed and pulled her clothes on haphazardly. She glanced at him once or twice to see
if he was peeking, but he was always turned away, his pale back the only part
of him visible back in the dark corner.
Finally
she put her head up and said softly, ÒIÕm dressed. You can turn around now.Ó
She put her chin up and for the first
time since she awoke she looked him in the eye. She couldnÕt interpret the look on his face. It wasnÕt the smirking
self-satisfaction she had expected to see, but neither was there anything
apologetic about it. The vampire
was just looking at her. He seemed
to be calmly waiting for her to tell him where they stood.
There was no way
for Buffy to know that there was a war going on behind the impassive face
across the room from her. William
wanted to throw himself at her feet and beg her forgiveness for presuming to
touch her, and the demon wanted to push her back onto the bed and take what he
now considered his.
None of that
showed on SpikeÕs face as Buffy studied him carefully, looking for some clue as
to his reaction to the night before.
Finally she gave up trying to read his blank expression and admitted in
a shaky voice, ÒI donÕt know what to say to you.Ó
Ò IÕm guessinÕ Ôit never happenedÕ isnÕt gonna get it this time,Ó he
responded with a rueful smile.
ÒA world of no, Ó
she agreed, rolling her eyes. Her
hand went to the bite marks on her neck and she rubbed them absently as she
stood there. Somehow, now that
they were dressed again, it was easier to remember that they were friends who
could talk to each other and she closed the distance between them until they
were only a few feet apart.
She looked up at
him anxiously and said, ÒYou know this can never happen again, right? I mean, IÕm the Slayer, youÕre a
vampire. I have a boy friend...oh
my god! I have a boy friend. I
cheated on Riley! With you!Ó
She was so wrapped
up in her own sudden dismay that she didnÕt catch the pain that went across the
vampireÕs face at her words. Nor did she see his hands clench into fists as he
struggled to control himself. By
the time she looked back at his face, there was no sign of the ache that had
taken up residence in his unbeating heart.
Moving a little
closer to her, he rubbed her arms in what was meant to be a comforting manner
as he said soothingly, ÒNobody knows about this except us, love. By the time anyone is here to see you
again, those bites will be gone and...and last night will be just a memory.Ó (A wonderful, once in a lifetime
memory)
Without thinking, Buffy
moved into his comforting embrace and rested her head on his chest as she said,
ÒI suppose youÕre right. If nobody
finds out about it, nobody will get hurt.Ó
Grateful that she couldnÕt
see his face, the vampire squeezed his eyes shut as he kissed the top of her
head softly and agreed, ÒThatÕs right, pet. Nobody will get hurt.Ó
She pulled back from him,
frowning slightly as she found that inexplicably difficult to do. For some reason the bite marks on her
neck started to ache as he dropped his arms and let her go. She reached up to touch them again and
shuddered as he ghosted his fingers over hers, immediately replacing the ache
with a tingle that went all the way down to her toes.
ÒSpiÑwhat...what did you
do? Why do I feel like this? IÕve been bitten before Ð it never felt
like this.Ó
He sighed and took her
hands in his as he braced himself for a storm.
ÒAre you holding my hands
so I wonÕt hit you?Ó she asked with a worried attempt at a smile.
He laughed gently and
squeezed them a little as he admitted, ÒWell, maybe thatÕs one reason. But not the only one,Ó he added, moving
his thumbs softly over her palms.
He brought one hand up to his mouth and planted a kiss on her knuckles.
ÒJusÕ let me tell you
whatÕs goinÕ on before you decide to beat me up again, okay?Ó
She looked at him
dubiously, but nodded her head.
ÒOkay, Ôsplainy, please.Ó
Shaking his head at her
abuse of the English language, he began hesitantly, ÒWhen I bit you Ð the second time. While we were mak-Ò
ÒHaving sex,Ó she
interjected. ÒWe were having sex.
I remember.Ó
ÒRight, then. While we were
having sex, I might have said...something...that made my demon think I wanted
to claim you. What youÕre feelinÕ
is just the effects of the partial claim.
ItÕs not a big deal. ItÕll
go away as soon as the marks do. I
promise. ItÕs not permanent.Ó
He waited anxiously as she
digested the information, absently rubbing the marks again as she did so. Her knowledge of vampire lore was not
as great as it probably should have been, but she had some idea what he meant. She thought back to the night before
and tried to remember what heÕd said when he bit her. She could remember that he had murmured things in her ear
almost the entire time they were making love, (having sex! We were only having sex.) and
she really had no idea which endearment might have been the trigger.
ÒSo, you didnÕt mean to do
it, then?Ó She cocked her head at him and waited impatiently as he took his
time coming up with his answer.
He gazed back at her and
decided to go for complete honesty.
ÒMy demon did,Ó he said
flatly. ÒI didnÕt expect to lose
control of him like that, but when you bit me...Ó
ÒAre you saying this is MY
fault?Ó She fixed him with green
lasers as she waited for an answer.
ÒNo, pet. No, no. Not saying that at all,Ó he hastened to assure her. ÒIÕm jusÕ explaininÕ why it happened is
all.Ó
Somewhat mollified, she
poked her lip out in a pout and relaxed.
ÒWell, okay then. I guess IÕll just have to wait for them
to heal up. It shouldnÕt take that
long. Slayer healing and all
that.Ó
ÒNo, pet, it wonÕt take
long.Ó He tried to keep the sadness out of his voice as he agreed with her.
Buffy shuffled
uncomfortably for a minute, not sure if she wanted to know why he didnÕt seem
happier about losing the claim quickly.
ÒI guess IÕd better be
getting home,Ó she finally said quietly.
ÒMom will be calling as soon as she gets to New York.Ó
ÒAlright, pet. IÕm jusÕ goinÕ to get some more
kip. IÕm still a little knackered
from last night.Ó
She shot him a guilty look
as she remembered the beating that had led to the rest of the nightÕs events,
but he wasnÕt looking at her as he climbed back onto the sarcophagus. She decided she really didnÕt want to
know specifically what had made him so ÒknackeredÓ and held her tongue. When he was lying down again on his
back, bearing an uncomfortable resemblance to the corpse that he actually was,
she walked over and pulled the quilt up over his immobile body. She ran the
back of her knuckles over his cheek before she turned to leave.
As she went to go, she was
reminded of how fast vampires could move when his arm shot out and grabbed her
hand. She raised startled eyes and
found him looking at her intently.
ÒIÕll see you tonight,
love.Ó It was a statement, not a
question and she felt a bolt of anger shoot through her. The anger quickly dissipated when she
saw the fear on his face.
ÒYeah, Spike. IÕll see you tonight. You promised me double the slaying,
remember?Ó
ÒDouble it is,
Slayer.Ó He let go of her hand and
closed his eyes again, not wanting to watch her walk out the door.
Chapter Two
When Spike showed up on the
front porch just after sunset, Buffy tried to tell herself the stab of
happiness that went through her was a result of the claim, but since the bite
wounds were completely closed and already well on their way to being invisible,
it was a hard sell.
They began walking toward
the nearest cemetery, an uncomfortable silence taking the place of their usual
bantering conversation. Just when
the silence was getting to the point that almost any sound would be welcome, a
piercing scream saved the day.
The two blond super beings sprinted toward the source of the sound and
found a young couple pinned against the side of a crypt by two fledgling
vampires.
Spike pulled the first one
off the screaming girl and tossed him toward Buffy who was holding her stake
out for the vamp to land on. As
soon as the dust cleared, she lifted the stake a little higher so that the
slightly taller second vamp would hit it in just the right spot. She saw his eyes widen as he found
himself moving through the air toward a smiling blond girl holding what
appeared to be a piece of sharpened wood.
With a ÒthumpÓ he hit the stake perfectly and exploded into dusty
particles.
Spike was glaring at the
two teenagers in disgust.
ÒI hope you two morons are
usinÕ some kinda birth control,Ó he growled at them. They blinked at him in confusion and looked at Buffy for
clarification.
ÒHe thinks youÕre too
stupid to be allowed to reproduce,Ó she said sweetly as she pushed them toward
the gate. ÒStay out of cemeteries
at night. ÔK? Bye now.Ó
The burst of speed and the
brief interaction with the teenagers broke the ice, and Buffy and Spike were
soon walking around their usual patrol areas with the same comfortable
camaraderie that theyÕd had before.
Unfortunately, the two fledglings were the only evildoers they found all
night and they were soon back at BuffyÕs house, both filled with pent up
energy.
Spike was bouncing on his
toes and shadowboxing around her back yard, trying to entice Buffy into
sparring with him.
ÒCome on, Slayer. You know
you want to dance with me. LetÕs go.Ó
ÒDonÕt be silly,
Spike. You know you canÕt hit me
back Ð and if I canÕt go all out, it wonÕt be any fun.Ó
ÒI could make it fun, pet,Ó
he said, curling his tongue against his front teeth and wiggling his eyebrows
at her.
She rolled her eyes at his
blatant innuendo and smacked him on the head.
ÒSpeaking of dancing...Ó
He
stopped clowning and looked at her intently.
ÒYou still want to go
clubbinÕ, Slayer?Ó
ÒYes. You promised me a night in LA Ð and you
told me you always keep your promises.Ó
ÒOk, then. IÕll pick you up as soon as the sun
goes down tomorrow. Wear somethinÕ
sexy, Ò he added with a leer.
ÒOh, to accompany somebody
in jeans and a tee shirt?Ó She sneered and rolled her eyes at him.
ÒJusÕ do what youÕre told,
you silly little bint, and donÕ worry about me.Ó
ÒSomeday Giles is going to
tell me what a bint is and IÕm going to have to hurt you for that, Ò she
grumbled.
He just laughed and danced
out of her reach when she swatted at him.
ÒYouÕre full of energy
tonight,Ó she laughed, shaking her head at him from her seat on the back porch.
ÒHad Slayer blood last
night. Feel like I could take on
the world.Ó
ÒYeah,
well, youÕd better try to make it last, vampire. ItÕs not like youÕll be getting more any time soon,Ó she
snapped at him, angry that he had reminded her of what he was.
SpikeÕs
good mood vanished and they were suddenly once again uncomfortable with each
other, and he mentally cursed himself for bringing it up. When he saw that her face had settled
into unhappy lines, he sat down beside her and reached for her limp hand.
Holding
her hand in one of his, he used the other to turn her face towards his.
ÒI
also got to make love to a beautiful woman, and that was much more important
than anything else that happened,Ó he said with complete sincerity as William
took control of the conversation.
Buffy blushed and ducked
her head. ÒMore important than Slayer blood? I find that hard to believe,
Spike.Ó
ÒBelieve it, love. Your blood made the demon roar, but
kissinÕ you, feelinÕ you around me... thatÕs the memory IÕm taking with me to
my dusty end.Ó
Buffy was left completely
speechless by his confession of what the night meant to him. His words gave her a warm glow inside,
at the same time that her brain was screaming, <I>ÒVampire
feelings! There will be no vampire
feelings. They have no
feelings. He canÕt mean what heÕs
saying. Not listening. Nope, not
listening. La, la, la,
la...Ó</I>
Her internal monologue was
interrupted by his hand waving in front of her face.
ÒSlayer? Buffy? You in there?Ó
He wasnÕt sure how to take
her reaction to what heÕd said.
The expression on her face and the increase in her heart rate said one
thing, but the way she leaned toward him and the way her fingers curled around
the hand still holding hers said something very different. His interruption brought her attention
back to him and she met his worried gaze with an embarrassed shrug.
ÒSorry, Spike. I guess I zoned out there for a
minute. IÕm not used to hearing
you say such nice things to me.Ó
She raised her free hand to touch the side of his face. ÒIÕm not sure I know how to react,Ó she
added, stroking his cheek softly.
ÒIÕd say youÕre doing just
fine, love,Ó he whispered, leaning into her hand and closing his eyes.
The sound of the phone
ringing inside the house jarred them out of the moment, and Buffy dropped her
hand and moved away from him quickly.
She avoided looking at him as she stood up and prepared to go inside,
missing the disappointment that flashed across his face when she broke contact.
ÒI...I guess IÕd better go
in. That might have been an
important call. Could have been
Mom, or Dawn, or...Ó She stopped herself just before she said RileyÕs name, but
the amber eyes flashing at her told her it didnÕt matter. They both knew who was likely to be
calling her this late at night.
ÒRight,Ó he said through
gritted teeth. ÒDonÕt want to be
missing any important phone calls, do we, Slayer?Ó
ÒSpikeÑÒ She hesitated, not
sure exactly what she wanted to say, but knowing it was important to remind him
that she belonged to somebody else.
ÒDonÕt,Ó he said
flatly. ÒJust bloody donÕt,
alright?Ó
ÒAll right,Ó she said
meekly. ÒSo, IÕll see you tomorrow
night?Ó
The fact that it sounded
more like a question than a statement, made him realize how close to the
surface his demon was and he forced it back as he tried to look nonchalant.
ÒOh, yeah. YouÕll see me tomorrow. And IÕd better see you dressed to
impress, Slayer.Ó
He lifted his eyebrow at
her and ran his eyes up and down her body, trying to get back the easy
bantering theyÕd enjoyed earlier in the evening.
Buffy was grateful to have
the tension relieved and immediately responded with a huffy, ÒAs if I need fashion
advice from you! I just hope you
donÕt embarrass me, Spike.Ó
He studied her for a
minute, then smiled his cocky smile and said, ÒIÕll do my best, pet. See you tomorrow,Ó he threw over his
shoulder as he disappeared into the darkness in a swirl of leather.
Buffy sighed at the
mercurial changes of which the vampire was capable, and opened the kitchen door
to go in. The phone had long since
stopped ringing, but she was pretty sure she knew who it was and that he would
call back soon. With a guilty start, she realized that she hadnÕt talked to
Riley in several weeks, and hadnÕt been the one to initiate a call since the
first week of his leave. She vowed
silently to be a better girlfriend to him for the rest of the summer and went
upstairs to shower and get ready for bet.
She was just finishing
brushing her hair and preparing to climb into bed when the phone rang
again. She picked it up as she
slipped into bed, piling pillows against the headboard and pulling the covers
up.
ÒHello?Ó she said into the
phone as she squirmed into a comfortable position for a long talk.
ÒBuffy? WhereÕve you been? IÕve been calling all night.Ó
ÒUh, well, I was
patrolling...you know, Chosen One and all that. Vamps to slay, demons to hunt. The usual. I
did hear the phone the last time, but I was still outside and couldnÕt get to
it in time. I knew it was you,
though,Ó she finished brightly.
ÒThatÕs why I came in.Ó
ÒYou wouldnÕt have come in
anyway?Ó Riley asked in surprise.
ÒItÕs the middle of the night, Buffy. What were you doing still outside?Ó
Opening her mouth before
she had totally engaged her brain, Buffy responded cheerily, ÒOh, Spike and I
were talkÑÒ
ÒSpike? Spike was there? Did he bother you? Did you have to stake him?Ó She could hear the anger in his voice
and the trace of hope as he asked about staking.
ÒNo, Riley,Ó she said with
a sigh. Deciding it was safest to
go with as much truth as possible, she went on, ÒSpike isnÕt bothering me. HeÕs been helping me patrol and keeping
me company while everyone is out of town for the summer. HeÕs been very
helpful, actually.Ó
There was a tense silence
from the other end of the line until Riley finally asked, ÒAnd does your mother
know youÕre spending time with another soulless vampire?Ó
Buffy was astonished that
Riley would think that her mother would be upset, and angry that he would
obliquely refer to Angel as though he had a right to comment on that
relationship.
ÒAngel has a soul,Ó she
said shortly, making it very clear that was going to be the end of that
subject. ÒAnd my mother
happens to like Spike. A lot.Ó
ÒWell, doesnÕt know him
like I do,Ó he muttered, sounding very much like a spoiled child. ÒShe wouldnÕt
like him so much if he didnÕt have that chip,Ó
ÒOn the contrary,Ó Buffy
said sweetly. ÒSheÕs known him for
years. HeÕs always been welcome in my momÕs house.Ó
ÒSpikeÕs been in your
house? Before he was chipped? What the hell were you thinking,
Buffy?Ó
RileyÕs righteous
indignation reminded Buffy of how little he really knew about her life before
she met him and how complicated it could get, being a Slayer on the Hellmouth.
ÒLong story, Riley. I really donÕt feel like going in to it
right now, okay? IÕm tired and I
want to go to sleep.Ó
ÒAll right, Buffy. IÕm sorry I yelled. I just...I miss you, you know? And I worry about you when IÕm not
there.Ó
She could hear the
affection in his voice, and smothered the impatient sigh that wanted to sneak
out of her mouth.
ÒIÕm sorry, too,
Riley. LetÕs just forget it,
okay?Ó She forced herself to sound
interested as she asked, ÒSo, how is your visit going? Are you catching up with lots of old
friends?Ó
ÒOh yeah. Having a good time. We had our high school class reunion
and I got to see all my old buddies.
WeÕve been fishing and just riding around in the truck. ItÕs been great.Ó
ÒWell, that
sounds...great. IÕm glad youÕre
having a good time.Ó
ÒI am. But I miss you. IÕll be glad to get back. Getting really horny... I hope youÕll
be rested when I get back.Ó
Buffy smothered her laugh,
but did roll her eyes since he couldnÕt see that. The idea of Riley being horny
enough to wear her out was even funnier now than it would have been two days
ago.
ÒUh, yeah, I think IÕll be
okay,Ó she said with a smile in her voice, trying to ignore the little one in
her head that was saying, Òunless you let Spike wear you out in the
meantime...Ó
(Bad voice! Bad, bad. Not listening to bad voice. La, la, la...)
For the second time that
night, someone had to bring her back from la-la land as Riley said, ÒBuffy? Buffy are you there?Ó
ÒOh, yes. IÕm here. Sorry, guess I just got carried away thinking about when you
get back.Ó She winced at the
blatant lie, but when she heard the happiness in his voice she decided it was a
good lie.
ÒWell, on that happy note,
I guess IÕll let you get to sleep.
IÕll talk to you soon, okay?
Love you, Buffy.Ó
ÒUm, okay. Bye-bye,Ó she chirped, hoping he
wouldnÕt notice the lack of ÒI love youÓ on her part. She told herself it didnÕt mean anything. ÒI just didnÕt feel like saying it
right now, thatÕs all,Ó she mumbled to herself as she slid down on the
bed. ÒDoesnÕt mean a thing.Ó
Which would have been a lot
more convincing if her dreams hadnÕt been filled with piercing blue eyes,
smooth alabaster skin and a very talented tongue...
Chapter Three
Buffy started worrying
about what to wear by noon the following day. She stood in front of her closet and tried to think about
what to do. Yes, Spike had said
she should look good, and she had told him she wanted to dress up, but the idea
of appearing in public dressed in her best and accompanied by someone in jeans
and a tee shirt was not appealing.
Finally she just decided to trust him not to embarrass her too much, and
she pulled out a little black dress that sheÕd been saving for something
special.
A leisurely bath, time
spent drying and curling her hair so that it hung around her shoulders in
golden waves, a half an hour at her dressing table working on make-up, and she
was ready to get dressed. She stood
in front of the mirror in a black lace thong and held the dress up to her. It came up high in front into a halter
top, and was cut low in the back.
A bra was obviously not an option, but she looked at her perky little
breasts and decided it was OK. She
pulled the silky fabric over her head and settled the swirling skirt around her
hips. The hem just brushed the top
of her knees and when she had added thigh-high black stockings and strappy
little black sandals with three inch heels, she stepped back to evaluate her
hard work.
Staring back from the
mirror was someone she almost didnÕt recognize at first. Gone were the pretty, young co-ed and
the flinty-eyed slayer, and in their place was a beautiful, sophisticated
woman. She worried for a minute
that she looked too good for what Spike undoubtedly had in mind for them, but
when she heard the car pull up outside she knew it was too late to change. She heard the front door open and voice
calling up the stairs, ÒOi,
Slayer. YouÕd better be
ready. ItÕs a long drive and weÕve
got reservations for 8:00.Ó
(Reservations? We have reservations?)
Buffy
went to the top of the stairs and yelled back at him, ÒIÕm almost ready. Try some patience for a change.Ó
She
quickly grabbed an evening bag from her motherÕs closet and filled it with her
wallet, lip-gloss, a comb and, as an after thought, a stake. She hung it from her shoulder and with
a sense of trepidation that surprised her she started down the stairs. She was almost to the bottom when she
saw an incredibly good looking blond man, wearing an expensive black suit and
dress shoes staring up at her with his mouth hanging open.
By
the time she registered that she was looking at Spike, she was frozen on the
stairs unable to do anything but gawk.
He was wearing a blue shirt that matched his eyes exactly, and a tie
that she was pretty sure cost more than her dress. She wanted to accuse him of killing someone for the clothes,
but the way the suit fit, as though it had been tailored just for him, kept her
mouth shut.
Spike couldnÕt have moved
if heÕd wanted to. The woman
standing on the stairs looking down at him was a vision in black and gold that
he wanted to remember forever. He
was grateful that he didnÕt need to breath, as he was sure he wouldnÕt have
been able to and would have passed out on the floor.
Time dragged on as they
stayed rooted to their spots, both lost in the sight in front of them. The sound of a door slamming next door
broke the spell and Buffy shook herself and came the rest of the way down the
stairs. The vampire moved forward
and took her hands, helping her down the last two steps, but never taking his
eyes from hers.
ÒYou look absolutely
stunning, Buffy,Ó he said with a slightly different accent than she was
accustomed to hearing from him.
The look on his face left no doubt as to his sincerity and she blushed
slightly as she replied, ÒYouÕre pretty amazing yourself.Ó
They were standing at the
bottom of the stairs, only inches apart and Buffy suddenly felt very warm as he
devoured her with his eyes. She
colored again, and gently took her hand out of his as she moved toward the
door.
ÒSo, reservations, huh?Ó
she asked as she went out the door.
ÒWhatÕs that all about?Ó
He slipped in front of her
and ran to open the door on the passenger side of his old Desoto. He couldnÕt resist touching her hair as
he waited for her to get in the car and she smiled up at him almost shyly as
she felt his hand brush her head.
By the time he was back
around to his own side and had slid behind the wheel, he was back to his old
cocky self; and he ran an appreciative eye up her nylon clad legs, sayin with a
leer, ÒI hope those arenÕt panty hose, pet.Ó
Buffy flushed, but snarked
back at him as she flashed him a glimpse of lacey tops and silky golden skin. ÒDo I look like the pantyhose type?Ó she
asked innocently.
He swallowed hard and
suddenly wished he was wearing his usual tight jeans as his cock sat up at
attention in the lightweight dress pants.
He peered sideways at her to see if she noticed, but she was looking out
the window, watching Sunnydale disappear behind them.
By the time they got to LA,
they had relaxed back into their usual comfortable camaraderie and Buffy was
beginning to wonder what he had in mind for them.
ÒWhere are we going,
Spike?Ó she asked, looking around but not recognizing where they were.
ÒRight here, love. Ò he
answered, pulling into a curved drive in front of a very expensive hotel and
opening his door. Before she could
ask what they were doing at a hotel, the valet was opening the door on her side
and handing her out of the car.
His appreciative look at her legs as she swung them around to get out
didnÕt pass unnoticed by the vampire, and his eyes were briefly flecked with
gold as he handed the key to the oblivious boy.
ÒTake good care of her,Ó he
growled, gesturing at the car and taking BuffyÕs arm. ÒWeÕll be a while.Ó
They entered the hotel
lobby and Spike immediately guided her toward an elevator set off from the
others. A small tasteful sign
indicated it was a direct elevator to the ÒTop of the WorldÓ restaurant.
When they emerged from the
elevator into the restaurant, Buffy gasped involuntarily. The room was huge and dominated by the
floor to ceiling windows surrounding it.
When Spike gave the hostess his name, she smiled coquettishly and
escorted them to a table for two, right next to a window.
Buffy was entranced by the
view from their table, but not so entranced that she didnÕt notice the woman
looking Spike up and down and licking her lips. Buffy surprised herself by giving a low growl that
fortunately no one heard but Spike.
He cocked an eyebrow at her curiously, but continued to talk with the
more-than-attentive hostess about a wine list.
When she finally walked
away, swaying her hips provocatively, Buffy huffed, ÒWell, youÕd think a nice
place like this wouldnÕt have such a Ôho as their hostess.Ó
The blond vampire gaped at
her and said, ÒUh, Slayer? Not
sure IÕm followinÕ you here. What
did the poor bint do to bring that on?Ó
ÒShe was ogling you,Ó she
snarled. At his amused expression,
she snapped, ÒAnd you were ogling back!Ó
He looked at her in annoyed
surprise for a second, then burst into a big smile.
ÒYouÕre jealous!Ó he
crowed.
ÒWha-? As if! I am not!Ó
Buffy rolled her eyes and
huffed in disgust. (IÕm not
jealous! Am I? Oh my god, I am.
IÕm jealous. Argh!)
ÒYes, you are. YouÕre jealous.Ó He was so delighted
that he was practically singing it.
ÒFine, IÕm jealous,
Mr.-IÕm-going-to-eat-the-parking-valet,ÕÓ she growled back at him. ÒThought I didnÕt notice that, huh?Ó
She stuck her chin out at him combatively.
Instead of arguing with
her, he reached across the table and took her hand, bringing it to his lips and
kissing it. Warmth shot through
her body when his soft lips touched her sensitive palm and he smiled when he
felt her heart rate go up.
ÒSuppose, just for tonight,
that we agree that there is nobody else in the world except us? We donÕt have to worry about anybody
ogling anything, because they arenÕt really there. ThereÕs just Spike and the Slayer.Ó
He looked at her with soft
blue eyes that pleaded with her to agree.
When she shook her head, ÒNoÓ, he started to shut them, but she stopped
him with a light touch on his face.
As soon as he was looking
at her again, she said softly, ÒThereÕs just William and Buffy.Ó
A smile that lit up his
whole face was his only response, as he kissed her hand again and rubbed his
cheek against it before giving it back.
ÒWilliam and Buffy it is.Ó
While the waiter was pouring
the wine Spike had ordered, a pretty girl carrying a camera came up to them and
offered, ÒWould you two like a picture as a souvenir of the night? You look so wonderful together.Ó
Before Buffy could respond,
Spike jumped up and said, ÒAbsolutely, luv. WeÕll take two or three.Ó
He pulled Buffy to her feet
and got behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her back
against his chest. Buffy settled
for wrapping her arms across his, when she couldnÕt find anything else to do
with them. They took another one
of them standing side by side with SpikeÕs arm around her waist, and a final
one of them sitting at the table, leaning toward each other and smiling happily
at the camera.
After giving the girl
BuffyÕs Revello Drive address and a nice tip, Spike once again took his place
across the table from her. The
menus came and they ordered, Spike having a New York Strip Òvery rareÓ he
instructed carefully while Buffy rolled her eyes. They ate a leisurely dinner, talking about where they would
go after they finished and what time they would have to leave Los Angeles to
get home before sunrise.
Buffy tried not to wonder
how much the evening was costing, or where Spike was getting the money for it,
but she knew it was beginning to add up and they hadnÕt even gone dancing
yet. When she ventured a question
about it, he gave her a hard look and said evenly, ÒDonÕt worry about it,
Slayer. I didnÕt steal it and I
didnÕt kill anybody. ThatÕs all
you need to know.Ó
She flinched a little when
he called her Slayer, and wondered if she had spoiled the evening for them, but
he soon bounced back and was anxious to move on to the next part of the
night. Buffy refused to be rushed
through her chocolate mousse dessert and by the time she was done, he was
practically jiggling with impatience.
They walked past the
hostess without even noticing the wistful look she sent after Spike, and
managed to get back into the car without risking a Spike headache for punching
the valet.
The next stop was a well-known
club on the other side of town and Buffy was flabbergasted when the owner came
over to greet them, telling Spike how good it was to see him again, and
offering a bottle of champagne on the house.
ÒHow...what...who...Ó She
fumbled for the right to question to ask as Spike just smirked at her smugly.
ÒIÕm an important man,
love. HavenÕt you figured that out yet?Ó
ÒYouÕre not a man, youÕre a
vampire. And you live in
Sunnydale. How does that man know
you?Ó
He laughed and finally
admitted, ÒSpent some time in LA
off and on. Especially after Dru
sent me away and before I came back to Sunnyhell. Got drunk here one night and passed out. Came to just in time to see a couple of
vamps trying to take the nightÕs receipts and have Jake for dessert. CouldnÕt tell you why I didnÕt just
kill them and drain him myself Ð but I didnÕt. Dusted both of them, then passed out again. When I came to, I was lying on a couch
in his office and he was telling me my money was no good in here for as long as
he owned the place. Decided havinÕ
someplace this nice to go to whenever I wanted was more important that eatinÕ
him, and weÕve been friends ever since.Ó
ÒDoes he know what you
are?Ó she asked dubiously.
ÒCanÕt imagine he doesnÕt,Ó
he said. ÒIÕm sure it was my demon
whipped those two thieves. I was
too pissed to be much good in a fight.
HeÕs never mentioned it, though.Ó
While Buffy tried to digest
that their host knew what Spike was and liked him anyway - (Kinda like my
mom) -- he was taking her hand and pulling
her toward the dance floor. The
two lithe blonds attracted a lot of attention as their natural athleticism and
sense of rhythm quickly made them the most watchable dancers on the floor. After several fast songs, the band
dropped into a ballad and they melted into each other as though theyÕd been
dancing together for years.
SpikeÕs arm was around her
waist and his hand was on the small of her back as he guided her around the
floor. After several circuits that
let her know he was probably one of the best dancers sheÕd ever been with, he
slowed down and they found themselves in one place swaying gently to the music
flowing around them. He moved both
hands around her waist, pulling her closer to his body and she snaked her arms
up around his neck, resting her head on his shoulder.
He buried his nose in her
hair, inhaling the scent of her herbal shampoo. He could smell and hear the
blood rushing through the artery in her neck, just below his chin. When he couldnÕt resist it any longer,
he put his head down and licked the pulse pounding there. As soon as Buffy felt his lips on her
neck, she shivered and moved closer to him. The vampire groaned as her warm body pressed up against his
and he began nibbling on the warm skin on her neck and murmuring in her ear
when he worked his way up to her ear lobe.
When the evidence of what
her nearness was doing to him became impossible to deny, Buffy reluctantly
pushed herself away slightly and shook her head.
ÒWhatÕs wrong, love?Ó he
whispered in her ear, trying to pull her back against him. He missed the warm body heÕd been
pressed up against, even thought she had only moved an inch or so away.
ÒWhatÕs wrong is the whole
club is going to know what youÕre doing,Ó she hissed at him, turning a bright
shade of red. ÒThose pants donÕt
hide a thing.Ó
ÒThey wonÕt see anything as
long as youÕre in front me,Ó he grinned. ÒThe only way to protect your virtue
is to stay right here.Ó He pulled
her back against the even larger bulge in his pants and she felt it twitch
against her hip. She had to admit
he was right. As long as she was
plastered up against his body, no one would be able to see the hard object in
front of him.
ÒSee, love,Ó he whispered
in that deep tone that sent shivers down her spine, Òyou need to be here. ÒS where you belong.Ó
Buffy let the soothing
sound of his voice and the feel of his arms lull her back into the pleasant
daze sheÕd been in when they first started dancing and she felt herself melting
back into him. She smothered the
little pang of disloyalty she felt when she couldnÕt keep herself from
comparing how well their bodies fit together with how awkward it was to dance
like this with Riley.
The other patrons all
noticed that the two beautiful dancers were now lost in their own world and
they smiled with appreciation or wistful envy as they watched the couple
swaying to music only they could hear.
Spike and Buffy were so wrapped up in each other that neither one
noticed when the music ended, nor that after a short pause in which the owner
gestured to the band for another slow song, it began again.
As they danced, Buffy felt
the little tingles on her neck that told her there was a vampire near. The tingle was almost familiar, but she
shook it off, figuring Spike must have done something to trigger her radar.
(Maybe he nibbled too hard on my neck or something.)
Suddenly, he was ripped out
of her arms and she opened her eyes to see him sprawled on the floor, eyes
flashing yellow as he snarled at a large, dark haired man looming over him. Buffy could see the bouncers headed in
their direction as Spike kipped back to his feet, preparing to launch himself
at the man in front of him.
Buffy had run to his side
and whirled to face his assailant, fully prepared to disregard her normal reluctance
to hurt humans. One look at the
furious face of the interloper and she froze in place.
ÒAngel?Ó
Chapter Four
Although neither vampire
had gone totally into game face, both sets of glaring eyes were flickering
yellow as they moved up to stand face to face. Buffy moved quickly to get in between them, and pushed Angel
back toward the rapidly approaching bouncers.
ÒStop it!Ó she hissed at
him. ÒYouÕre going to get us
thrown out of here!Ó
ÒUs? What us? Are you here with him?Ó Her ex stared at her in disbelief and dismay. ÒYouÕre out with Spike?Ó
ÒYeah, Peaches. SheÕs out with me. AnÕ youÕre makinÕ a scene in my
friendÕs club.Ó
Angel turned to stare at
Buffy incredulously.
ÒWhat the hell are you
thinking, Buffy? ItÕs Spike!Ó
ÒIÕm thinking that
everybody except me is having a fun summer and I deserved a night off from
babysitting the Hellmouth.Ó She
stuck her lower lip out and glared at other vampire. ÒAnd youÕre trying to ruin it.Ó
By this time, Jake and his
bouncers were surrounding the small group, which, Buffy suddenly noticed,
appeared to include Cordelia.
ÒIs there a problem here,
Spike?Ó Jake asked as he motioned for his bouncers to take AngelÕs arms.
Correctly reading the
barely suppressed rage on his grandsireÕs face, Spike said soothingly, ÒÓS OK, Jake. Just a misunderstanding. Peaches and I are old friends. His social skills just arenÕt very good sometimes. Right, Peaches?Ó
ÒAngel, please,Ó Buffy
added quietly.
He stared back and forth
between his grandchild and his ex girlfriend for a second, then bowed to the
pleading in BuffyÕs eyes and shook the bouncers off with a, ÒRight. My apologies if my usual greeting was a
little too rough for the time and place.
IÕm not used to finding Spike in such nice places,Ó he added with a
growl.
Jake looked at them
dubiously, but when Spike nodded his head, he directed the bouncers back to the
door and went back to his office, leaving them in the middle of the floor.
ÒCare to join us?Ó Spike
asked as he took BuffyÕs arm and headed for their table. He didnÕt look back to see if they were
following, just pulled BuffyÕs chair out for her and sat down himself.
Cordelia rolled her eyes at
the still frozen Angel and walked over to sit down next to Buffy. She eyed Spike cautiously until Buffy
snapped, ÒHeÕs not going to bite you, Cordelia. Relax.Ó
ÒWell, not unless you ask
me to, Cheerleader,Ó Spike leered at her then winced when Buffy kicked his
unprotected ankle under the table.
ÒOw, Slayer! Knew I should have worn my boots. WhatÕs
wrong with you?Ó
ÒDonÕt be ass, Spike,Ó she
grumbled.
(Guess William and Buffy
have left the building. ItÕs jusÕ
like Angelus to bollix things up for everybody.)
When Angel had recovered
sufficiently to follow CordeliaÕs swaying hips to the table, he grabbed the
only chair left and sat down in it facing Buffy and doing his best to ignore
Spike.
ÒBuffy? I donÕt understand. This is Spike. What are you doing going out with
him? And what about the soldier?Ó
It wasnÕt lost on the older
vampire that SpikeÕs eyes narrowed and flickered yellow when he mentioned
Riley. He tried not to watch as
the other vampire struggled to push his demon down, but he couldnÕt help
noticing that Spike was able to do it fairly easily. A twinge of envy went through him to think that his much
younger grandchild was able to control his demon better than Angel could his
own.
Buffy rolled her eyes and
tried to be patient as she filled Angel and Cordelia in on the events of the
past year. Angel had heard about
SpikeÕs chip and his inability to hurt humans, but he was floored at the idea
that the former killer of Slayers was now helping one.
He turned to look hard at
Spike and growled, ÒWhy,
Spike? What are you up to?Ó
ÒNot up to anythinÕ,
Peaches. JusÕ helpinÕ the Slayer
out while her little Scooby buddies are out of town and gettinÕ in my spot of
violence. Promised her a night out
on the town before summer was over and IÕm just keeping my promise.Ó
He clenched his jaw and
glared back at the clearly distrustful, scowling vampire. The air was tight with tension, and for
a minute Buffy was sure they were going to throw the table aside and tear the
club apart. However the blond vampire
was able to lean back in his chair and project an air of supreme indifference
that gave Angel no excuse for violence.
Instead, he demanded that
they pay up their tab and come with him.
Cordelia rolled her eyes when he said, ÒWeÕre going somewhere else. I need some answers here.Ó
ÒOh, wonderful,Ó she
moaned. ÒYou promised me a night
out in a human club and now you want to go running back to Caritas. How perfect!Ó
ÒCaritas?Ó Buffy and Spike
asked at the same time.
Angel sighed and, taking a
more conciliatory tone, explained, ÒCaritas is owned by a friend of mine. He can...sense things about people and
demons. I want him to read Spike
to be sure there isnÕt something evil going on here. I donÕt trust him,Ó he added, throwing another glare at Spike.
ÒI do,Ó Buffy said
quietly. Under the table she
rubbed her foot against his ankle and saw him smile slightly in her direction
before he turned his eyes back to AngelÕs.
ÔWell, then itÕs probably a
good thing we ran into you.
Obviously heÕs got you fooled somehow, Buffy. But donÕt worry, IÕll take care of it as soon as we find out
whatÕs really going on.Ó
He beamed at Buffy,
completely missing the pissed off look on her face.
ÒYOU will take care of
it? Because IÕM being
fooled?Ó The more she thought
about his cavalier treatment of her belief in Spike, the angrier she got. ÒHave
you forgotten who I am entirely?
Slayer here, Angel. Pretty
good at spotting evil when I see it, remember?Ó
He had the grace to look
embarrassed, but stubbornly stuck to his guns as he said, ÒIÕm not trying to
insult you, Buffy. But IÕve known
Spike for a lot longer than you have and I know ÐÒ
ÒYou know nothing, Peaches;
but IÕm tired of this. LetÕs go
visit this friend of yours so he can do whatever it is he does and then Buffy
and I can go back to enjoyinÕ whatÕs left of our eveninÕ.Ó
He stood up and pulled out
BuffyÕs chair, asking, ÒYou ready to go, pet?Ó
She focused glittering
green ice on Angel as she reluctantly finished off her glass of champagne and
stood up. She conspicuously
ignored AngelÕs outstretched hand and moved closer to her date. Spike smirked at the glowering older
vampire and smoothly ushered Buffy toward the door. They paused to look in to JakeÕs office and Spike thanked
him sincerely for the champagne and apologized for AngelÕs behavior.
ÒNo problem, Spike. IÕm
glad you could smooth it over. I
had a feeling my bouncers might have been a little out of their league
there...Ó he said mildly as he gazed at Spike . He wasnÕt demanding an explanation, but he was clearly
curious.
ÒYeah, Peaches mightÕve
been a bit of a handful for Ôem.
Thought it would be better to let it go than to tear up your club. Woulda had a go at him myself,
otherwise.Ó
It was as close as Spike
was willing to come to admitting that Angel was also a vampire, but it was
enough to satisfy JakeÕs suspicions. He nodded his head and repeated his
promise that Spike would always be welcome there.
ÒNo fighting tonight!Ó
Buffy poked him. ÒWeÕre on vacation,Ó she explained to the grinning club owner
with a smile. He walked over and
shook BuffyÕs hand.
ÒWell, donÕt wait till
youÕre on vacation again to come back,Ó he offered. ÒYou donÕt even have to bring him with you if you donÕt want
to.Ó
He laughed with Buffy at
SpikeÕs indignant ÒIÕll be damnedÓ and waved them away.
When they reached the
sidewalk, Angel suggested they all go in his car, but Spike refused.
ÒWeÕll jusÕ follow you
there, Peaches. DonÕt want to
leave my baby unprotected here on the street.Ó
Angel growled and made one
last attempt to get Buffy to ride with him and Cordelia so that he could Òtalk
to herÓ, but she shook her head and stepped through the car door Spike was
holding open for her. In spite of
SpikeÕs outwardly calm appearance, she could see that he was wound as tightly
as sheÕd ever seen him.
Once they were alone in the
car and Angel and Cordelia had gone up the street, she put a tentative hand on
his tightly clenched leg and said carefully, ÒIÕm really glad you didnÕt let
Angel make a scene back there, Spike.Ó
She could feel the steel-like muscle as she touched him and marveled at
how something so hard could feel so good when it was pressed up against her own
thigh.
(Great, bloody, fuckinÕ
poof! Leave it to him to come
ridinÕ in like the Lone Ranger and ruin my night. If this ÔfriendÕ of his manages to convince her to leave with
him, IÕm gonna take this whole city apart, brick by brick.)
All he said aloud was, ÒI
need to kill something.Ó
Buffy sighed and removed
her hand, but stayed close to where he was sitting, resting her hand on the
seat between them.
ÒI know what you mean,Ó she
surprised him by agreeing. ÒI
donÕt know where he gets off thinking I canÕt make my own decisions. HeÕs a stupid...poof!Ó
He shot an astonished look
at her; then grinned with delight.
ÒRight with you there, love,Ó he said and patted her hand where it was
lying on the seat. When she turned
it over and curled her fingers up into his, he swore his heart lurched. They drove the rest of the way behind
AngelÕs car, holding hands, but looking straight ahead as though if they didnÕt
see their hands, it wasnÕt really happening.
As they slowed down to
follow Angel into the parking lot, they could see the silhouette of CordeliaÕs
head and it was obvious that she was speaking very animatedly.
ÒLooks like the cheerleader
has a few choice words for Mr. Tall, dark and forehead,Ó Spike pointed out
happily.
Buffy examined herself
internally, looking for the pang of jealousy that should be there, and was
amazed to find that she didnÕt mind that Angel seemed to be with Cordelia. In fact, she was happy that he had
someone else upon which to lavish his protective urges.
She giggled and agreed,
ÒYep, looks like he might be apologizing for the rest of the night.Ó
Finding themselves in much
better moods than they had been when they got in the car, Spike and Buffy
decided to make the best of the new club and they eagerly followed Angel and a
still-angry Cordelia through the door.
They were greeted by a large green demon with red horns on his head and
a frothy drink in one hand.
ÒAngelcakes! Cordelia, donÕt you look gorgeous? And what is this vision in blondness I
see behind you?Ó
He walked past the two
brunettes to circle Spike and Buffy twice before announcing to all within
earshot that they were the Òbest looking couple to ever walk in the door.Ó
ÒIÕm Lorne,Ó he introduced
himself, ÒAnd you are...? Other than drop dead gorgeous, that is?Ó
He looked back and forth
from Buffy to Spike expectantly, but AngelÕs voice interrupted his beaming
perusal.
ÒThis is Buffy, Lorne,Ó he
said gruffly, ignoring Spike completely.
ÒHow do you do, BufÑÒ heÕs
eyes got big and he whirled on Angel.
ÒYOUR Buffy? The Slayer?Ó
He whirled back as he heard
the snarl from the blond standing beside her and, batting his eyes at Spike, he
said quickly, ÒDidnÕt mean it that
way, Scrumptious. Just that he
talks about her a lot.Ó
He looked back at Buffy in
admiration and said, ÒWelcome to Caritas, darlinÕ. I canÕt wait to hear you sing.Ó
ÒSing?Ó Buffy whirled on
Angel. ÒWhat does he mean,
sing? I donÕt sing. No singing.Ó
ÒHow about you, Luscious?Ó
he turned to the blond vampire.
ÒWould you sing for me?Ó
ÒMaybe later,Ó he growled,
still angry over hearing Buffy referred to as AngelÕs. ÒGive us something to drink first.Ó
ÒOh, of course! Where are
my manners? Here you go.Ó He ushered them to a table near the
karaoke equipment and waved a waiter over. ÒWhatever they want,Ó he told him. ÒKeep them happy.Ó
Buffy looked around the bar
at all the demons and vampires and decided that a Diet Coke would be the best
choice.
(No way do I want to be
drunk in a place where IÕm outnumbered by demons twenty to one!)
Spike looked disappointed,
but settled for a beer himself, still somewhat angry over the turn their fancy
night on the town had taken. After
a round of drinks and some awkward small talk, he finally looked Angel in the
eye and asked, ÒAlright then, your royal poofness, tell us why you dragged us
away from a perfectly good time at a nice, human club to this place.Ó
Angel hemmed and hawed
until Cordelia finally snapped and said succinctly, ÒLorne reads auras when people are singing. Angel wants you to sing so Lorne can
tell him what evil plans you have for Buffy and he can rescue her from your
evilness and be the big hero.Ó
Buffy and Spike gawked at
her while Angel glared around the room as though looking for something to
hit. Buffy and Spike looked at
each other and put their heads together, speaking so low that even AngelÕs
vampire hearing couldnÕt pick it up.
ÒDo you think heÕll know
we..?Ó she worried.
ÒDunno, love. But heÕll know I donÕt mean to hurt
you. That should be enough for
Peaches.Ó
Angel frowned at the two
whispering together and leaned forward to try to hear what they were saying.
ÒRude, much?Ó Buffy said as
she pulled back, her lips pursed in a worried pout.
ÒItÕs rude to whisper,Ó he
snapped back at her, then looked away when he saw her flinch.
ÒIÕm sorry, Buffy. ItÕs just that I know heÕs up to
something, and Lorne should be able to tell what it is. IÕm just trying to protect you. Really.Ó
ÒI know you are, Angel,Ó
she replied with a sigh, Òbut IÕve been the Slayer for over four years
now. I really think I can handle
Spike on my own.Ó
ÒHey!Ó SpikeÕs indignant
shout was cut off when Buffy looked at him with warm green eyes that said more
than she intended about just what sheÕd like to be handling.
ÒCanÕt I?Ó she said,
holding his gaze until he thought the air between them was going to combust.